Gonna be me this summer…
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️This is for my own weight loss inspiration. Feel free to reblog!! HW:129 SW:127.5 CW:114 GW1:120 GW2:115 UGW:112
I’m tired of slipping up all the time with how I eat. So I’m going to blog what I eat every single day for a while and see if that helps me get in control of myself. I’ve actually gained weight since I started trying to lose because every time I mess up I say screw it and eat more. So stupid! I’m not going to weigh myself every day because for some reason when I see progress I start binge eating 😕 WTF is wrong with me?! I know I have anxiety and depression but dang! That only makes it worse. Hope this helps. Starting stats: 122. 1st goal weight: 115 final goal weight: 109
i’ve realized that the ultimate BEST way for me to avoid a binge is to really tell myself “that bag of chips will still be there when you’re skinny” “that chocolate will taste even better when you don’t have to worry about what it’ll look like on your body tomorrow”. junk food can wait, it’ll ALWAYS be there. if you really need it, wait until your skinny and then eat it. it’ll be worth it then, eating it now will only ruin it for you.
Calorie counter: Time to count!
Me: Ha! THERE’S NOTHING TO COUNT
Me at 5 pm after a binge: THERE’S TOO MUCH TO COUNT *distressed screech*
Me right now:(
7;30- blueberry oatmeal,
10:00- 1 bite sized banana taffy,
1:00- 3 French fries, 5 corn dog bites, 1 sm soft serve.
No offense but I want to fall in love with someone who wants to fall in love with me
Truth…it’s crazy how difficult it is to find that though :/
One of my friends offered a free week’s stay at a beach house if we take my car!! This is gonna be me in one month!! Wahoo!!!
Things are going great! Starting day 4. Finally feel like I’m accomplishing my goal. Still scared to death that I’ll binge. My husband didn’t say anything or ask me if I was dieting so I think I dodged that pressure for now. I know it’s bc he cares but I’m nowhere near underweight so I’m fine